Sunday, April 5, 2026
Zindagi Ek Safar Hai Suhana - English Translation
Monday, November 27, 2023
Coding at Night
Debugging in vain
Bleary eyelids slowly shut
Terminal blinks on
Saturday, May 14, 2022
Sabse Peeche Hum Khade - English Translation
I'm sitting right here
Why do you keep ignoring me?
I'm not all that bad
Don't get caught up in what the people are saying
That's easy enough to see
If you were to ask yourself
Am I yours or not?
Your eyes have cast a spell
on the entire world
In the bustle of this world
I'm standing right at the back
Parties came and went
People came and went
You, who've come today
you've found a place in my heart
Don't smile and change the subject
When we meet again somewhere
for sure, you'll say
I wasn't all that bad
Your eyes have cast a spell
on the entire world
In the bustle of this world
I'm standing right at the back
Sunday, January 31, 2021
Kanne Pillavani - English Translation
Kanne pillavani kannulunnavani yenni enni vagalu pothunnave chinnari
That you're a young woman, that you have (beautiful) eyes, how many airs you're giving yourself
Chinna navvu navvi vanneli anni ruvvi yenni enni kalalu rappinchave ponnari
With a light laugh, showing off your beauty, how many dreams you've brought to mind
Yem antavu?
What do you say?
Sangeetam nuvvu aite, sahityam nenu auta
If you're the music, I'll be the literature/lyrics
Swaramu neevayi swaramuna padamu nenayi
With you as the (musical) note, and me as the word (sung) in that note
Gaanav geetav kaaga
As the singing becomes a song
Kavini nenayi naalo kavita neevayi
With me as the poet, and you as the poem in me
Kavyam ainadi talapo aluko manaso
What has turned into poetry are perhaps my thoughts, feelings or being itself
Ippudu chuddam
Let's see now
Tanana tanana anna
Whether you say 'tanana tanana'
Tana anna talam okate kada
or 'tana', the beat is still the same
Padamu cherchi paata kurcha leda
Did I not furnish the words to compose the song?
Sabhas
Bravo
Danani dasasa anna needa anda swarame raagam kada
Whether you say 'danani dasasa', in your company, the notes make a melody
Neevu nenani anna maname kaada
Whether you say 'you' and 'I', isn't it the same as us?
Thursday, October 15, 2020
Riders on the Storm Redux
Tuesday, October 13, 2020
As I Tweet
I tweet to you as I am
as I check the trends
You may block me for spam
or retweet to your friends
I may post a facetious comment
I'm just being a wag online
Don't be misled
I may get into an argument
But we're likely still aligned
outside that thread
('As I Am' Twitter edition)
Saturday, September 19, 2020
Prompt - connection through music
Music is that wondrous salve
that bobs in a prim jazz hall
shrieks from the rim of a stage
'n' weeps on a dim back porch
Friday, September 4, 2020
The Ultimate Judo Move
The ultimate judo move is to not let your nihilism lumber you down but lift you up.
Sunday, August 16, 2020
I Wish I Could Have My Sun Back
I wish I could have my sun back
bask again in its nourishing rays
But I have learned many a new fact
My sun's just one among many in space
I wish I could carry on around my sun
with that old confident gait
But the twinkling points afar do beckon
I drift, pitiful pockmarked planet
doomed forever to be on the run
never settling into 'nother orbit
Saturday, August 8, 2020
Bring It On
I don't know how I came by it
I don't know how long it'll stay
But I sure as hell can't deny it
It just feels amazing this way!
Anything I set my mind to
I believe is doable
The world no longer seems
a series of obstacles
Nowhere man,
the world is at your command,
Ah, la, la, la, la!
Thursday, August 6, 2020
Here and Gone
across a pool of light
before they fade
back into yawning night
The stars disengage
flying out to the seams,
receding afterimages
in the flush of a dream
Sunday, July 19, 2020
The Window Has Become A Mirror
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| Nighthawks by Edward Hopper |
The Girl From The Cafe
not feeling quite so sure
Will the girl be there today?
Will she recognize me from before?
There she was, facing away
arranging the cups next to her
"Um ..hello ..." I began to say
as I stepped up to the register
"Ham sandwich and a small drink?"
she asked with a bashful giggle
I smiled back, turning a shade pink
"Yes", I said, "I'll have the usual"
Saturday, June 13, 2020
See You Space Cowboy
The ship cleaved heaving space-time
Stars burned with yearning
Boredom
when the big ol’ world overflows
with much that is weird & wonderful?
How can you be boring
when you have y’own stories & views
to tell as a unique individual?
Let Your Natural Spirit Shine
The world’s so much brighter
I stand before you as I am
as I go with the tide
You may embrace me in your arms
or elbow me aside
I just let my natural spirit shine
… untarnished
… unvarnished
… just as-is
(As I Am reworked)
Too Many Coffees 😩😪
and my focus is shot
in that weird twilight hour
from too many ☕☕☕
to try and compensate for
the shortage of 💤💤💤
The Girl I Loved
Her smile could light up a bazaar
She had a heart of gold
I knew, I could tell … even from afar
I got very little to say
certainly not my whole story
We went our own ways
The years buried the memory
She’s back now — happy chance
Wiser, more self-assured
Kindness ringing in her voice
Just as sweet as before
She laughed at my jokes
I laughed at hers
Better not feed any hopes
Only makes it worse
I feel I’ve lost something
She’s now with another
I’d no claim on her back then
And can’t make her mine ever
If I only had more pluck …
More courage …
But I cannot go back
Things have changed
A new day is about to break
Watch the sun blaze
Sunday, September 24, 2017
Friday, August 25, 2017
The Extra
It was a shady place. A dim tube light filled the bar with gloom. There was a low chatter and the clinking of glasses. Business as usual.
The man came out of his reverie. He smoothed his shirt, ran his hand through his hair, and hailed the bartender. He ordered a whiskey and drank it down in one gulp. He sat still for a minute or two and then ordered a couple more rounds in quick succession.
Mr. Shah was sitting two tables away. He watched the whiskeys disappear one after the other. He was intrigued and decided to go over to the man's table.
"Can I join you?", he said drawing up a chair. "You look troubled."
"Oh no, nothing of the sort. I am surprised no one recognizes me here."
"I am sorry, but I ..."
He came forward and said, "Here, take a good look at me... No? I'm Tapan Das... the actor!"
"Sorry that still doesn't ring a bell. I'm not much of a movie buff, I'm afraid."
"Come, come, even you must have heard of such hits as ... uh ... 'Come Run Away With Me' and ... uh... 'A Traitor On Trial'. You haven't? Well, what a shame!... I rarely get on TV. Of course there's a bundle to be made in TV ads. Just look at Adil Raja. His face is on every goddamn product in the market! Toothpastes, shaving cream, cell phones, TVs, fridges...oh, you just can't get away from him. At any given moment, Adil Raja's stupid mug is peering into thousands of households across the country."
"I was curious why you ..."
Mr. Das, however, carried on, "Have you ever taken Lawrence Road? Why, down that road, there is a big billboard with me holding up a bottle of whiskey! In fact it is the same brand as this here."
"Oh!... I never noticed that.", Mr Shah replied, slowly rubbing his chin. "Anyway that's what I wanted to ask you about. The whiskey. Things been rough lately?"
"You know how things are in the movie business. The shooting of my latest film got delayed. The heroine threw a tantrum on the set. She got into a fight with one of the extras and slapped him. Oh, but the maharani wasn't satisfied with that! Had him roughed up and thrown out by security. Poor fellow, poor fellow... said he ruined her priceless sari with his greasy fingers. ...
I am a trained actor, you know. Not like that talentless bitch who's just just fallen out of a long line of rich bastards. A trained actor ...."
Mr. Das was working himself into a frenzy. As he spoke, the spittle shot in all directions. He rocked in his chair and jabbed his finger in Mr. Shah's direction. Mr Shah was starting to feel a little uneasy.
The wind outside threatened to knock out the power. The tube light blinked like a man in disbelief. It cast long shadows that reached into the corners and seemed to jump back in alarm.
Mr Das continued, "When I used to perform at the theatre, people used to sit on the edge of their seats. And when the curtains fell, the applause... oh, the applause, it would boom up to the heavens!! Do you know how I got my first break?"
"Umm... no.", Mr Shah managed to get out.
"It was the third night at the Crown. Hamlet. Mr Varma - he's a famous director... never mind - was sitting in the audience. He signed me on his next movie right then."
Then, suddenly, without warning, he stood up and began to recite:
"What a piece of work is man, how noble in reason,
how infinite in faculties, in form and moving,
how express and admirable in action, how like an angel in apprehension,
how like a God!..."
After that performance, Mr. Das lapsed into his chair. He downed the last of his whiskey, leaned forward and stared at the space between his knees.
Mr. Shah was completely taken aback. He looked silently across the table for a few minutes but Mr. Das didn't budge.
After a long time, Mr. Das raised his head. There was a remarkable change in his expression. The glazed look on his face melted into a wide smile. His ears were buzzing. He heard his name being called out repeatedly. He saw the bottom of the glass rising up towards him. He tenderly turned the glass over in his hands and kissed it.
"Huh... what?"
"Mr. Das... Mr. Das... Mr. Das, get up! It is time to leave. The bar is closing."
The rain smote the window like a thousand clapping hands. The tube light flashed furiously like a mad photographer. It could well have been the night of the Film Awards.



